Gratitude

I am up at 3:24 this morning with a lot of gratitude in my heart. I have had two experiences that have really helped me realize how much Heavenly Father loves me.
A couple nights ago, Halley just totally randomly let out a few little screams. I am a very light sleeper so I naturally woke up. She didn't cry anymore, but I felt a little funny so I tested my blood sugar, and lo and behold, I was way low. (For those of you who don't know, I have diabetes, and having low blood sugar is bad. You can have seizures and stuff.) I thought, "Hmmm . . . maybe she woke up just so I would wake up."
Well, about ten minutes ago I woke up from a HORRIBLE dream. It was one of those dreams that make you really mad and sad and scared and all those bad emotions at the same time. Well, I kept trying to go back to sleep, and I couldn't because I was thinking about the dream.
Anyway, so I decided, well, I may as well test my blood sugar. Yikes! My blood sugare was not 138, it was 46 (normal for me is 80-120)! Holy cow! I am still feeling a little weird.
I am so grateful that Heavenly Father is looking out for me. When I was first diagnosed, I had NO problems waking up in the night if my blood sugar was low, but I guess I am more tired now - what with three crazy children keeping me on my toes all day and sometimes during the night. He he he . .
So, I am off to bed with a feeling of humility and gratitude because I know someone cares about my family and me and our well-being. Oh, and I am going to change the basal rate on my insulin pump really quick too. I think it must be too high, and that's why I've gone low.
Goodnight!